Engineer ANKIT !!!!!!!!!!!!!

hi MISS BLOG,


I mean i always felt that "I would never be those nostalgic type of guys.....!!!" ...but can't help it........after four years of hardwork put in,,,the innumerous nightouts....the playful time among friends,,,the tensions and stress of maintaing CGPA....getting a job,,,securing good marks in the competitive exams.....and the times of confusions about the future ,,,, not sure of where to go or not.............

atlast has cumulated with the words.... "ENGINEER Ankit Jain" ...i mean it does matter hugely to me ,,and more important securing it with good enough grades,,,i mean i have no regrets......and thats makes me proud of whatever i have achieved...>!!!

just returned back after a night out with a friend .....who is returning back to his home town finally today morning.........will miss those carefree moments with him and the time we enjoyed with the gang together.......>!!

life ahead as they all say will now be more serious and more scrupulous .....i mean when i say life would be serious ...,,it indirectly leads to me getting more serious about it......!!

with the vacation time before me joining any job,,its very important i get more efficient and productive.....!!!!!

thinking seriously on starting a full fledged productivity and fitness blog.,, i mean concerning more about my progress on these issues....>!!!

Anywayz need to get a short sleep,,,,
Er. Ankit. ,,,should i dare to introduce myself that way//...?

Procrastinate

hi Miss Blog,

It is high time i post a blog,,,(for i guess with the superb memory that i have inherited,a few more days would be enough to erase off the password i had set for my Miss bloggy,)

the reason's possible for cutting off from the blogworld:

1. last semester of engineering, enjoying every bit of it.

2. was deadly busy with my project

3. i had no time to invest on the blog

4. didn't spend much time on the online world(internet)


out of the above four except the first one nothing holds true.

actually to sum up the last 2 months, i had the most free time i ever had in my engineering studies,

SO WHAT KEPT ME OFF FROM MY MISS BLOGGY?

well writers block would never the case with me, certainly not when i blog only about myself and my mundane life....!!!

actually have become really lazy,,,,, lazy to read any book ,,,lazy to read the editorials,,,,,don't feel the urge to do it,,,,,so wouldn't force myself to do it.....!!!!

though feeling the urge to do it now,,,,,i mean to read some good stuff,,,,some intelligent stuff,,,apart from the rakhi sawant and all the crap hindi channels that i watch,,,by hindi channels i mean the new s channel....

so the last line speaks about the mental level i am in right now....!!!!

don't know why ,,, but feeling the urge to write in a new blog,,,,,,i mean with some different url address to start afresh, though there is no reason whatsoever , lets see...!!!!


will blog, about my recent trip to goa,,,,,,,my kundli....yeh mom got made one for me,,,,.....!!!!



listening to:-

1. afterglow by inxs

2. pyar to hona hi hai by pakistani band surror , taken in the movie SUNDAY

not reading much though solving quite a bit of SUDOKU

movies:-

1. SUNDAY :- enjoyed it thoroughly

2. RACE:- enjoyed it

3.BLACK & WHITE:- shit.

4. CHILDREN OF HEAVEN :- one of the better film i have seen.

5. THE KITE RUNNER:- well made film, obviously not as deep as the book, even then good screenplay.

6. forgot the title ;- very interesting movie among the best 100 listed in imdb,


attended a concert by

Arvind Parikh - sitar player student of VILAYAT KHAN

Purvi Parikh :- vocalist , enjoyed them.

JASHN E BAHAARA

(beauty personified>......fullstop)


hi MISS Blog,


not blogging much lately,,,,,,,,,last sem of engineering ........enjoying it.....

JASHN E BAHAARA....


take my bow RAHMAN........have been listening it everywhere.......bathroom,,while sleeping,,driving,,,,,while chatting with someone(in sub conscious mind),,,,trying to grasps its lyrics........

and lately,,,have started singing this song,,,,,at even a smalll chance.......front of friends,,,mom,,,....,,,,,(,their reaction..... you did a great job,,,,,in raping the song...!!)


here goes the celestial lyrics:-

Jashn e bahara

Kehne ko jashn e bahara hain
(To say its like a celebration of Spring)
Ishq yeh dekh ke hairaan hai
(Love is amazed to see this all)

Phool se khushboo khafa khafa hain gulshan mein
(The flower is annoyed with its fragrance in the garden)
Chupa hain koi ranjh fiza ki chilman mein
(There is an unseen grief behind the veil of the surroundings)
Saare sehmay nazaare hain soye soye waqt ke dhaare hain
(The scene around is filled with silence, Time drifts into a slumber/sleep)
Aur dil mein khoyi khoyi si baatein hain
(Some lost thoughts remain in the heart)


Kehne ko jashn e bahara hain
(To say its like a celebration of Spring)
Ishq yeh dekh ke hairaan hai
( Love is amazed to see this all)
Phool se khushboo khafa khafa hain gulshan mein
(The flower is annoyed with its fragrance in the garden)
Chupa hain koi ranjh fiza ki chilman mein
(There is an unseen conflict behind the veil of the surroundings)


Verse 1
Kaise kahein kya hain sitam
(How would one say whats the pain)
Sochte hain ab yeh hum Koi kaise kahe who hain ya nahi humare?
(I keep thinking about it now, that how would I know If she belongs to me or not?)
Karte to hai saath safar faasle hain fir bhi magar
(Though we journey together, yet there are some distances in between us)
Jaise milte nahi kisi dariya ke do kinare
(Just like how two banks of the river never meet)
Paas hai phir bhi paas nahi, Humko yeh ghum raas nahi
(We are so close yet so far, I cannot accept this despair at all)
Sheeshe ki ek deewar hai jaise darmiyaan
(Its like a wall of glass that divides us in between)

Saare sehmay nazaare hain soye soye waqt ke dhaare hain
(The scene around is filled with silence, Time drifts into a slumber/sleep)

Aur dil mein khoyi khoyi si baatein hain
(Some lost thoughts remain in the heart)

Verse 2
Humne jo tha nagma suna, dil ne tha usko chuna
(The song that I had heard was chosen straight from the heart)
Yeh daastan hume waqt ne kaisi sunayee
(But time hummed a different tale for us)
Hum jo agar hai ghumgeen, who bhi udhar khush to nahi
(If I am sad in here, she is not at all happy there)
Mulaqato mein hai jaisi ghul si gayee tanhayee
(Loneliness has filled up our meeting)
Milke bhi hum milte nahi, Khilke bhi gul khilte nahi
(We meet but we don’t unite, The flowers bloom but they don’t blossom)
Aankho me hain bahaarey, dil mein Khiza.
((My eyes envision Spring, but my heart senses the Autumn)

Saare sehmay nazaare hain soye soye waqt ke dhaare hain
(The scene around is filled with silence, Time drifts into a slumber/sleep)
Aur dil mein khoyi khoyi si baatein hain
(Some lost thoughts remain in the heart)






just saw "WHEN HARRY MET SALLY".......ALA HUM TUM's english version....enjoyed it....!!!!


reading :- economic times......yeh enjoying the budget stuff....!!!

sleepless nights.....yet again......!!!!

hi MISS BLOG<


good music + Euphoria's song + presentation to be made = sleepless night


Reading books:-

1. Creation of Wealth by RM Lala
2. A PAulo Coelho book:- by the river pedra.....don't remeber exactly.....!!!!

btw,,,,, moving to kolkatta for the next week for a cousin's wedding.......catch ya soon Miss bloggy....!!!

emotions gallore./..fullstop.

so many questions..??????


had i been a good brother....???

perhaps no....perhaps yes......nah......don't know..???/,,

there were times when i just abhored my sis......times we went days without talking to each other....even vowed never to talk to each other.....promised each other we will not see each other's face.....can't remeber a single day without a fight with her...!!


the times when she went shopping for me ,,,,there itself i started shouting at her costly choices even though it were for me,,,,,,times when she bought expensive jeans for me,,,,,,

times when she would say "i feel dejected seeing your preferences,,Ankit.....get some class yaar....!!!"
times when she filled the engineering competition exam forms for me,,,,times when she bought for me costly rahman cd's,,,,watches,,,,, even jockeys,,,,,,she made my resume,,,my resume file......times when i banked on her suggestions for even the minutest thing......,,,,,!!!!!!!

i clearly remember the day when she dropped me at my science board examination center alongwith my mom.....and seeing me going to give a crucial exam,,seeing me tensed.....she started crying for me,,,,,times when she bought food for me during the interval of the AIEEE exam......and i started shouting..."why the hell was this needed for,,,,i am not a kid now.....!!!",

she had even filled my counselling forms.....she booked tickets for me standing at the ladies counter for railway reservations........!!!!!!......

i never thought i would feel this way.......i am missing her,,,,,not missing her,,,,actually tensed for her new life.....maybe tensed for i had been not good enough to her.,,,,.........don't know.....hey bhagwan........can't believe i would go thr' these wave of emotions..........don't know why........feel that i could have been a much much better brother.......I LOVE HER......love her like anything........may God bless you my sis.......blessed to have a sis like you.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

listening to :- piya haji ali.....>!!!!!!

Sissy Sis....!!!!

hi MISS blog,,,

i guess,,,,my miss bloggy this time deserves something more elaborate than the usaul coined line "blogging after a long time"......certainly a full detailed explanation of me blogging after such a long time is a must.....!!!

IT WAS MY SISSY SIS's MARRIAGE.......her surname got changed on the
4th of Jan 2008 Friday......and by everyone's blessing the marriage went off smoothly....as a old enough younger brother of her's and a mature enough son of my dad.....was engrossed in organising the "THE BIG FAT INDIAN WEDDING".........And let me tell you one thing,,,,,arranging a marriage is really very very demanding......especially if you a 'KIDA'(bug) of checking everything personally....i was really bad at delegation..... !!!

though at the end i would just like to conclude:-

"there is nothing bigger than seeing your sis getting married,,,,,the only thing in my mind was checking everything was just perfect.........but i guess,,,,,,i don't think nothing in my life would be more important than my sister's marriage......and am really happy that i tried my best under my capacity.....!!!!!"


here are few pics :-

1. here is where the engagement and sangeet sandhya took place......the stage was co-designed by your's truly "ankit....!"

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2. God bless them...>!!!!!...pray for their well being.....nazar nahin lag jaye kisiki,,,,,...!!!!

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more shaadi pics later.....they have gone on their honeymoon trip...sis just called ,,,that she is enjoying a lot....!!!!!....may they have a happy life together...'Amin'........love them more than myself.....missing the fights with her........!!!

piss(ed) off....!

hi MISS BLOG,,,


i need to study,,,,i need to study frigging hard,,,,,i am bored of saying this stuff again and again,,,,,but saala life around me creates circumstances where it unintentionally comes out of my mouth.....!!!!!!!!

anywayz I AM pissed of something,,,,,,,,,,and if you think i am typing these words,,,,,,,TYPING...you are mistaken....bloody i am banging really hard on my sane bechara keyboard,,,,i guess i pity my keyboard,,,,,i mean it cannot even emote the atrocities its facing by my fingers............i guess these keyboards and mouse should be inbuilt with some mechanisms where it 'say ' starts giving shock(eh...electricity current ...) waves to its users when it is being mishandled,,,the perfect example of it being now....i mean the way i am using my keys....>!!!!!!!!!!!

i am sure,,i am making a big nonsense of myself,,,,and making it more limpid by writing piquing stuff.,,,,,,,,,and using these annoying extended comma's........wish it used to cost ,,,,,,,i mean using the punctuation marks on the blogger,,,,maybe i would have been more provident in using them.......!!!!!

before you all and even i go awry,,,let me kibosh this nonplussing stuff,,,,,,and get myself to normal........whooooaaaa.....i have broken into a smile now........hope everything is okay with my FACULTIES,,,ehh my mental health....>!!!


so all you beautiful guyz and gals out there,,,,,,,,,,wish me best luck for my exams,,,and hope that i stop using the stupid phrase ,,,i had started the blog with,,,and pray for the comma key of my keyboard,,,hope it survives my onslaught..,,hope it doesn't go to the (in)human rights commission....i am getting back to normal....will blog back after getting out of this buffonery state of my mind......and write something more trite,,and hackneyed.....!!!!

(added sometime later)
update:- watching the viDEO of JAANIYE,,,,,,from the film dus kahaaniyan.......can anyone show me the address of the gym where such beautiful girls can be viewed..........!!!

i am the epitome of being prurient...!!!