so many questions..??????
had i been a good brother....???
perhaps no....perhaps yes......nah......don't know..???/,,
there were times when i just abhored my sis......times we went days without talking to each other....even vowed never to talk to each other.....promised each other we will not see each other's face.....can't remeber a single day without a fight with her...!!
the times when she went shopping for me ,,,,there itself i started shouting at her costly choices even though it were for me,,,,,,times when she bought expensive jeans for me,,,,,,
times when she would say "i feel dejected seeing your preferences,,Ankit.....get some class yaar....!!!"
times when she filled the engineering competition exam forms for me,,,,times when she bought for me costly rahman cd's,,,,watches,,,,, even jockeys,,,,,,she made my resume,,,my resume file......times when i banked on her suggestions for even the minutest thing......,,,,,!!!!!!!
i clearly remember the day when she dropped me at my science board examination center alongwith my mom.....and seeing me going to give a crucial exam,,seeing me tensed.....she started crying for me,,,,,times when she bought food for me during the interval of the AIEEE exam......and i started shouting..."why the hell was this needed for,,,,i am not a kid now.....!!!",
she had even filled my counselling forms.....she booked tickets for me standing at the ladies counter for railway reservations........!!!!!!......
i never thought i would feel this way.......i am missing her,,,,,not missing her,,,,actually tensed for her new life.....maybe tensed for i had been not good enough to her.,,,,.........don't know.....hey bhagwan........can't believe i would go thr' these wave of emotions..........don't know why........feel that i could have been a much much better brother.......I LOVE HER......love her like anything........may God bless you my sis.......blessed to have a sis like you.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
listening to :- piya haji ali.....>!!!!!!
kashika Says:
You know Ankit, there's a chance that your sister is thinking on exactly the same lines about you. Maybe even she's questioning herself whether she did all that she could for you.
I am sure that she banks on you and she knows come what may, she'll always have you for support.
Posted on 4:48 PM
ANKIT Says:
@kashika
**Maybe even she's questioning herself whether she did all that she could for you.**
i don't think so ,,she only has her hubby on the mind right now,,,,.... :-)
i guess she doesn't have to ,also.....!!
well anywayz,,,,
thank you for the caring words....!!!
Ankit...!!!
Posted on 2:42 AM